Happiness

Activity’s killing the actor

And the cop’s standing out in the road
Turning traffic away
There was nothing she could do until after
When his body’d been buried below
Way back in the day
Oh my, nothing else could have been done
He made his life a lie so
He might never have to know anyone
Made his life a lie you know
I told him that he shouldn’t upset her
And that he’d only be making it worse
Involving somebody else
But I knew that he’d never forget her
While her memory worked in reverse
To keep her safe from herself
And oh my, nothing else could have been done
She made her life a lie so
She might never have to know anyone
Made her life a lie you know
What I used to be will pass away and then you’ll see
That all I want now is happiness for you and me
What I used to be will pass away and then you’ll see
That all I want now is happiness for you and me
What I used to be will pass away and then you’ll see
That all I want now is happiness for you and me

 

-Elliot Smith…Aug 6 1969-Oct 21 2003

Elementals: Fingerprints of the Universe

Genesis…-I-…Exodus

Birth unto me Freedoms

Speak through me truth Winds

Steps from single cells

prison rails

untouched nudes

until openings

cracks

revelation

illumination

between creation and freedom wont we realize that each mirrors to the other?

…DEATH=REBIRTH=FREEDOM=LIFE=FREEDOM=REBIRTH=DEATH…

 

7

Steps

Drawings

Days

Moments

Plains

Realizations

Manifestations

Designs

People

Lives

Architectures

Ideas

Realities

Times

Lines

Lives

Deaths

 

Education.

“I cannot teach anyone anything, I can only make them think.”

 

Socrates.

 

 

 

LIES

DOUBLE MASK

THREE TIMES MASKED

INFINITE MASKS

CANT HIDE WHAT WE BOTH KNOW

THE SMILE HURTS WORST THAN A KNIFE THRUGH FLESH …. DEEPLY

THE LAUGH SPLASHES HOT ACID INTO GULLET AND STOMACH PIT

SAVE YOURSELF FROM THE TORTURE OF A THOUSAND YEARS

SAVE YOURSELF FROM INESCAPABLE DEMONS THAT TORMENT YOU TILL YOU PASS

REGRETS, NO LETS, TRUST NO BETS, INVEST INTO NEVER ENDING DEBT

I ONLY FEEL SORRY FOR A WEAK SOULED WOMEN, I ONLY FEEL SORRY FOR A WEAK SOULED MAN

TOOO TRY

TO TRY TOOO HARD

TO TRY AND ALIGN PLANS THAT NEVER EXISTED

BUT UNFOLDS MOMENT TO MOMENT

YOUR INAUTHENTICITY JUST BECAME THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS ANY MORE

GO FIND YOUR REAL WHILE I MAINTAIN

STAY IN A POSITIVE LIFE FRAME

AND TURN THIS SHIT INTO POCKET CHANGE

ILL SPEND IT ON WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I WANT HOW I WANT AND TO WHOME I WANT

THIS LIFE IS MINE AND YOU CANT HAVE IT…………………………………………………………………..(PERIOD)

Space

Take a breath,

did you listen to it?

did you feel it?

the rib cage expanding

the air filling the void

the air filling the void

cyclical

organized

perfect in its simplicity

Refreshing and cool to the touch

the room around me stops moving and I am

I Am here for now and forever

in this void of moving solid particles

that flow waters life through the cavernous realms of necessitative

existence….

 

Belief

And do you believe?

Is there hesitation in your being?

subconscious missed understandings

over shooting powerful meanings to fragile minds

trying to hard

trying at all

is never successful

if you are trying you are not arriving

when each moment is perfect just how it is

why not let

why not every conscious step

listened observed

learneDimensions

glass onion truths

where refraction exists between all and through all

mirrored transparency to all that ever could ever be ever know

forever.

 

I

And where are we but nowhere

What do we say but nothing?

When does anything happen but never

Why does life happen except for no reason at all.

Multiplicity/Pluralism

The very nature is there

to be in… within

in between

interstitially situated

tensioned balance

between many

mirrored references

oscillated inquiry

demonic presencing

the fight

accept loss

enjoy pain

rejoice with misery

we are here no matter what.