25

25 do or die.

 

Feeling alive, reelin in the vibes, symmetrical rides, mind still tries, dreams in stride…

 

 

Who am I? The person I’ve always wanted to be. Have everything I could ever want.

 

 

Where am I? exactly where you choose to be, with everything within reach if needed.

 

 

Whats the point? To presence and honor every passing moment as the indescribable miracle it is.

 

 

I can leave right now and the world is still perfect. I will stay and live out a long life. 125 building every day I’m alive. To share and inspire the gift of knowledge self awareness truth and architecture would only but scratch the surface of what is capable of happening.   Something super special is at hand, and has already happened. It began before I took my first breath and now I am just floating down the river watching pretty things happen. The acts of love that fill everyone whether they wish it or not paints shapes and colors glued together by emotions motion. Fading into you, I think its strange, you never knew, all green and blue.

Peace.

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Genesis…-I-…Exodus

Birth unto me Freedoms

Speak through me truth Winds

Steps from single cells

prison rails

untouched nudes

until openings

cracks

revelation

illumination

between creation and freedom wont we realize that each mirrors to the other?

…DEATH=REBIRTH=FREEDOM=LIFE=FREEDOM=REBIRTH=DEATH…

 

LIES

DOUBLE MASK

THREE TIMES MASKED

INFINITE MASKS

CANT HIDE WHAT WE BOTH KNOW

THE SMILE HURTS WORST THAN A KNIFE THRUGH FLESH …. DEEPLY

THE LAUGH SPLASHES HOT ACID INTO GULLET AND STOMACH PIT

SAVE YOURSELF FROM THE TORTURE OF A THOUSAND YEARS

SAVE YOURSELF FROM INESCAPABLE DEMONS THAT TORMENT YOU TILL YOU PASS

REGRETS, NO LETS, TRUST NO BETS, INVEST INTO NEVER ENDING DEBT

I ONLY FEEL SORRY FOR A WEAK SOULED WOMEN, I ONLY FEEL SORRY FOR A WEAK SOULED MAN

TOOO TRY

TO TRY TOOO HARD

TO TRY AND ALIGN PLANS THAT NEVER EXISTED

BUT UNFOLDS MOMENT TO MOMENT

YOUR INAUTHENTICITY JUST BECAME THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS ANY MORE

GO FIND YOUR REAL WHILE I MAINTAIN

STAY IN A POSITIVE LIFE FRAME

AND TURN THIS SHIT INTO POCKET CHANGE

ILL SPEND IT ON WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I WANT HOW I WANT AND TO WHOME I WANT

THIS LIFE IS MINE AND YOU CANT HAVE IT…………………………………………………………………..(PERIOD)

Belief

And do you believe?

Is there hesitation in your being?

subconscious missed understandings

over shooting powerful meanings to fragile minds

trying to hard

trying at all

is never successful

if you are trying you are not arriving

when each moment is perfect just how it is

why not let

why not every conscious step

listened observed

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glass onion truths

where refraction exists between all and through all

mirrored transparency to all that ever could ever be ever know

forever.

 

I

And where are we but nowhere

What do we say but nothing?

When does anything happen but never

Why does life happen except for no reason at all.

Multiplicity/Pluralism

The very nature is there

to be in… within

in between

interstitially situated

tensioned balance

between many

mirrored references

oscillated inquiry

demonic presencing

the fight

accept loss

enjoy pain

rejoice with misery

we are here no matter what.

 

 

ILLumination

Curtains part excitedly obsessively

with vital existence

life

sweeping colors

warmth

knowing

sheen

truth

alighting gently

as though the bird of time

froze flight

skies white

positioned right

intrinsic sight

 

Born

Deep breaths lead to steep treads

up and down the smoke of consciousness

reflective crystal caverns of knowledge

un-needed not wanted

spite ed by those that

want all and see none

 

Dreams

The prison closes in with desires pulling you through the bars

slicing you neatly into 3 sections

stiffly standing

not moving

waiting for the dream to arrive

waiting for attainment

bestowment

1: future

2: present

3: past

try to relate them

death engulfed your very essence

electric volts of false realities  shocked through your being

tears of laughter or tears of despair?